oh-lemons

 I was someone else Looking in a shattered mirror No smile on my reflections face Just a simple scar where my mouth used to be As I was holding my breathe And wanting to see my reflections bleed Just to see it try to escape through the mirror As it twisted and distorted trying to break free Of its fate holding everything back Until all of it smashed on the floor Breaking into a little tear shape As it congeals into a swirled pattern on the floor Just to reveal my shattered self is no more

I sit wondering what is this life The passion that was killed Burned to a crisp Black as your heart I’m drowning in this world Alone with my fears I adore nothing but tears I am feeling like no one Ripping at me to shards It is so constant that I can feel is nothing like I am

Love was my noose around my neck So sweet and pure, that’s what it’s lead to believe Just to watch you suffocate Clenching every breath Praying for words that never came As then it started to dig into my skin Letting the beginnings of a new wound To open and bleed Sucking and strangling me out of every drop of life As cheap as it begins It filled me, with nothing But false hope that mixed in my head Intension that are died No crying was left, Because this is all gone It was only left in my head

I slip in to you Hearing words That I never want to end Sipping on dreams That just begins The brightness shows Of the end of the darkness Twisting and screaming It grins into the ground As the world stops just for us